Deprecated: Assigning the return value of new by reference is deprecated in /home/adrianna/www/wordpress/wp-includes/cache.php on line 36

Deprecated: Assigning the return value of new by reference is deprecated in /home/adrianna/www/wordpress/wp-includes/query.php on line 21

Deprecated: Assigning the return value of new by reference is deprecated in /home/adrianna/www/wordpress/wp-includes/theme.php on line 540
cybergeisha.net

End of Side One

Filed Under Blog, News, Personal

Sky
The Sky Away” by rivetgirl.

Tonight is my last night in Seattle.

By this time tomorrow, I will be in San Francisco.

This is a monumental change. I was born and raised in Seattle. However, recently, I’ve come to realize that while I am ready to move forward with the “adult” phase of my life… Seattle just won’t let me. It’s too hard for me to forge a new path on my own as an adult when everything around me is steeped in 25 years of learned behaviors and experience. I didn’t realize this, though, until I visited San Francisco for the first time last November. When I got there… It felt like home.

Sometime between then and now, I decided I was moving. I don’t know when and I don’t know how, it doesn’t seem real even now.

The process of moving has been frightening, unknown, alien, scary, exhilarating, educational, and so many more things I cannot even put into words. But tomorrow night marks the final paragraph in this chapter of my life, I suppose.

Just a few muddled thoughts before I take the leap of faith into the abyss and not just hope I can fly… believe in the fact that I can fly.

Goodnight, Seattle.

Leave a Reply

You must be logged in to post a comment.